Timing

Timing is a really a hard thing to control. Mostily because you never know just when you need it. When people think of timing most of it deals with sex I think or cars. It deals so much more though like when you are making something to eat when to take another step. With taking a step I just don't mean the physical but also the emotional and mental ones. Sometimesbefore you can take a mental step you may need to do a couple of emotional steps first; however, that is not always the case. There are more times when you just need a mental shove. Guess that would mean that you were taking longer then expected and people got tired of waiting. That is wrong of them but sometimes its needed.

Well till next time......

Emotion check

So i'm pretty sure by now that most of us has had to do an "emotion" check as I like to call it. What it is should be simple to figure out but lets be on the safe side and say you don't; a "emotion" check is when you know stuff has change and thrown you for a loop mentally. This is the time when you should do a quick emotion check because after something like that you could be blowing in the wind for a long time. Personally I've had to do this a number of times just this past week. I know a lot right well sometimes thats how it goes. Anyway theses had to be done or I was going to be in for one hell of a ride if I didn't get it all under control. I'm still not too sure if I have done a complete check, but then again who could. All I can hope is that what I have done is enough.

Strange Thoughts

Well here we are again. it's been awhile so how you been; hahaha sorry couldn't help myself. any way this time I thought i'd do something on strange thoughts. You know the ones that seem to stop by and say hi, eat and leave. Anywho i find myself with one of them now go figure right. Looking back at the past can do that I guess. so i've come to realise that as time goes by I grow a little more. somethings I have come to seperate better somethings are new. I can't say for sure yet if they are good or not. Givin time I think that the answer will come.

stay tuned....

Week without light ( not me)

So most people are still with out power thanks to the blow off from Ike. I'm one of the lucky ones we still have power here. Its a slow process but everybody is starting to get it back. The imporant thing to take from all of this is that it could have been alot worse if you think about it. A couple of days with out power ain't so bad considering that some people prob got hurt from this or lost their homes.

Overworked

You know something I think i'm going to keep this one short so here goes. Some times you can't help but feel over worked you know. Lately I have been feeling that way can't say why reallyits not like I have lot of work to do just seems that way to me I guess. Well i'm just going to try and find some time to relaxe and see if that doesn't help. Don't forget that if you too are feeling overworked take some time to just take it easy for a bit.

Writing for class

Heres one thing I dont like and thats writing for a class. This doesn"t count because i have the freedom to choose what I want to write about. For other classes were I have to write a paper I have the most trouble cause I don't like have a set topic to do. I know I don't have a choice but I can always whine about it lol. Will they get done more then likily but I still its bothersome you know, even if some of them make you have to think about how you are going to write them. That in and of itsself can be a problem. Be that as it may it'll be ok anyway

scent of a woman

You know I can't really speak for everybody else, but I find the scent of a woman alluring. If i have a woman in my bed when i go to sleep I find myself sleeping better or even if i'm awake and they are close by I feel more relaxed. While doing the "do" I find that it really drives me wild and pushes me to go longer and strongerif you know what I mean. Well I better get off this topic before it becomes x-rated or something.

stay tuned.

Far from home

Hi all this time I think i'm going to talk about missing home. Well more to the point of missing my friends from home really. Here I feel like i'm breaking in a new set and i guess if you think about it I am. There its so much easier they already know how i am so its a lot less work, but here I find myself kind of watching what i say and do, now that sucks. Well thats enough of that till next time peeps.

Moving Mountains

Now first off i would like to say if you are under 17 dont read this. I have a thought on the matter of moving mountains, not literily of course. Since I have been at school I have engaged in somethings that others may not approve of, not that i care if they do or not but be that as it may. It seems to me that everytime i finish this act and before all the work catches up to me I feel like I can move mountains, swim oceans, and the like. I dont know if this is because I'm bipolar and its me being manic or just the rush going through my body. Regaurdless i like the feelings it causes. So to sum it up enjoy it when you do "IT" and who knows you may be able to move mountains yourself.

Weekend fun

So I'm starting to realize that over the weekend everybody pretty much goes home, bummer that it is. All that it really means is that I need to keep my self entertained but that can be a challenge sometimes. I find myself getting bored and just drifting about. Now that sucks because I keep seeming to getting into other things I prob shouldn't be doing, like I'm the only one. Guess I'm just bored so I'm just going to have to deal with it, sigh.

Only you

Heres a weird one for you. In one of my classes we are talking about self, go figure lol. Anyway alot of people prob never really think about it. What makes you well you. Do you take after your mom or dad, a grandparent, maybe an aunt or uncle. I like to think that its really a combo of your past meeting your present, with you coming out somewhere in between. Some say its all in the genes but thats only partily true also. Genes has some to do with it but all. Just some people like dogs while their parents maay hate dogs and tthe same goes for cats and other animals. All and all i think it comes down to what you think you are or should be.